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THAT IS LIKE ' MY THOUGHT EXACTLY'!
Okay I know this felt so wrong cause in less than two months ago I was like being this cool bitch who claimed 'I don't wanna be romantically involve with just any boys'..You know what, I'm still the same bitch.. don't worry. Goshhhhh~ my choice of word..please excuse it! XD
The thing is...... there is this guy that I like. L.I.K.E. and for me like is more than just a crush but less than love. Mathematically speaking, CRUSH< LIKE < LOVE or LOVE> LIKE > CRUSH
Get it? Get it?
But often time, I do feel like I don't even know him to like him so much..and I don't know..he confuse me..and I know I think I confuse him too..... There is this wall that I build for years and it's not easy to just let someone in..
YAAAAHHHH~ Farhana, why are you like this? /slap self
and I simply hate the idea of telling people about my feeling cause I hate the drama that comes with it. Like people could either be super judgmental or they know someone who like the same guys too..bla..bla..bla.. Ya, I hate those complication when really~ its just about how you feel. It concern you..and just you. It's your feeling..it's your right. Being me, though I know it hurts, but when I like someone then I'm just gonna continue liking him..even if he like someone else. Simply cause you have the right to have a feeling... liking someone doesn't really mean that you wanna be with him or her. Its different from wanting to be with someone. I want you is not equal to I like you...and I believe in destiny.. you may not gonna be with him/her now but if its meant to be..fate will bring you together someday :)
So yeah folks, weird its coming from a girl who didn't even date anyone for the past two years (and counting)...haha..but if you sincerely like someone, its totally okay to let the feeling stays.....until you find someone else that makes your heart skip a beat...cause you can't force a feeling nor stop it..it hurts only when you're hoping for him/her to feel the same way..so, don't hope.
EWWWWWWWWWWW..I DID NOT JUST WRITE A CHEESY STUFF LIKE THAT.SOMEONE HACKED MY BLOG. HELPPPPPPP! LOL! I'm crazy deal with it~
Thanks for reading to whoever :)
