Alone

its 5.42am. Farah went back to KL today. It was sad, waking up and realizing the room was so empty....it used to be so packed and messy with our stuff.. when I woke up today,only my stuff left and hers gone.... ;___; when I woke up today, the bed was mine alone, no one was sleeping beside me. ;___;  I should get ready by now, mom suddenly decided to go back to Lawas...so ya, we'll be leaving in about an hour. This will be my first time, heading back to our hometown without Farah...I don't know what I'm suppose to feel.. ;_____;  The 5 hours trip always so fun when she's around....but not today. ;___; Not very mature of me, but ....I hate getting used to something and felt lonely when its gone.