depressing post is depressing

I wonder if I should gave up on my dream now

it seems so unreal & unreachable..

no matter how hard I tried..

how good I became..

its was never good enough..

 ......

may be I should stop trying and just follow the flow~
cause I'm so tired
of hoping for something that I don't even know
will ever be come true
 ......
(note: you are shallow if you think this post is regarding boy,
cause unlike some people, my dream isn't about getting married and live happily ever after..
mine is being smart and having a good life, getting a good education.PERIOD)

ok, I'm just.....depressed..sorry~